it’s been a while and i feel like speaking into oblivion.
it’s 10pm here in my residence, and i have soon to sleep before waking up for a short 9h day of work. endless thoughts creep through my mind. i wish to write, i wish to construct, and at the same time i wish to analyze. it seems, with so much i want to do, a crowded door effect is conditioned, leaving me with a sense of dissonance from my aspirations.
tell me, can one be learned without certification? i’m in the pergatory of post-highschool, before post-secondary education, and i know i am not ready for it. But a child of learning is what i wish to be, can it be done of one’s own accord?